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2 ripped my fucking heart out hold my hand

so truee [26 Aug 2004|06:00pm]
hug from behind
hug from behind - you like to feel what the other
person is feeling and see things how they see
them. you tend to be serious and emotional.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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i miss him so much..

hold my hand

so truee [26 Aug 2004|06:00pm]
hug from behind
hug from behind - you like to feel what the other
person is feeling and see things how they see
them. you tend to be serious and emotional.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

hold my hand

back from canada! [25 Aug 2004|02:30pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Ben Jelen - Come On ]

wouldn't it just be amazing if he walked into my house and said "Look whose in dirty Jersey". i miss him so fricken much its nuts. im nuts. he told me to keep eachother in the back of my mind so i wouldn't be so upset, but its just not happening. i can't think of anything else but him. holy shit i wish i never left. or i wish i never went there cause then i wouldnt know what the perfect guy was and then have him gone and my expectations raised. WHATEVER.

well, canada was amazing. just ask if you wanna know everything that happend..ill gladly tell lol

schools pretty soon. im kinda phsyched and im kinda sad cause summers over..but schools not too bad. the only thing i have to look forward to ,MAYBE , is New years or around that time cause i might see him. but im sure by that time things will be plenty different and im scared about that

haha sorry you hadda listen to my shit.. im gunna go now peace

hold my hand

[14 Jul 2004|02:59pm]
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[ series 1 ]
Name:Michelle Zaritsky
Birthday:November 2nd
Birthplace:Belleville NJ
Current Location:Wayne NJ
Eye Color:Brownish Greenish (contacts)
Hair Color:dyed light brown with blonde highlights
Righty or Lefty:righty
Zodiac Sign:scorpio
Font:Arial / comic sans / tahoma
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 2 - your favorite ]
Music:i like all music..literally
Cartoon:totally spies =D
Color:green / purple / pink
Car:wow i like allot..but my favorites are the discovery, acura rsx or srx idk lol, celica and yeah idk i like allot of cars
Slushy Flavor:cherry
Magazine:cosmo and people
TV Show:summerland, passions & days of our lives, one tree hill of course, the nanny and the golden girls =D, and the real world and road rules.
Song at the Moment:the killers - somebody told me / the waitresses - i know what boys like / ryan cabrera - on the way down
Language:english, russian and a little yiddish and hebrew
Spice Girl:posh
Food & Beverage:greek salad and i only drink water and iced tea usually
Subject in School:math..algebra 2 now
Weekend Activity:the city or hangin out with friends
Frozen Yogurt:all are nasty
Roller Coaster:tallon or anything at 6 flags =D or the wooden roller coaster at wildwood woo
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[ series 3 - what is ]
Your most overused phrase:i don't know
First thing you thought when you woke up:wow its 1:30, im missing days of our lives!
Last image/thought you go to sleep with:the nannys voice haha
First feature you notice of opposite sex:mouth then nose and then their arms
Best name for a Butler:Niles =D
Wussiest Sport:wrestling DUH
Your best feature:i dunno
Your greatest fear:spiders and edges of cliffs
Your greatest accomplishment:getting straight A's in geometry..only straight a's ive ever gotten !
Your most missed memory:playing with my great grandma when i was little
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[ series 4 - you prefer ]
Pepsi or Coke:pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King:mcdonalds if anything
Single or Group Dates:group
Adidas or Nike:adidas
Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers:nuggets
Dogs or Cats:dogs
Rugrats or Doug:rugrats
Single or Taken:single..um duh lol
Monica or Brandy:brandy
Tupac or Jay-Z:jay z i guess only because ive never heard a real tupac song
Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes:leann rhymes
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:lipton
One pillow or Two:i sleep with like 4 lol
Chocolate or Vanilla:chocolate
Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa:hot chocolate
Cappucino or Coffee:cappucino
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 5 - do you ]
Shower everyday:yes
Have a crush:nope
Think you've been in love:no
Want to go to college:yea.. NYU or FIT not sure what i want to major in
Like high school:its ok
Want to get married:deffinetley
Type correctly:not usually lol
Believe in yourself:sometimes
Have any tattoos? Where:nope
Have any piercings? Where:yea, 2 on each ear and one in my cartilage, and my belly button
Get motion sickness:no
Think you're a health freak:depends
Get along with your parents:usually
Like thunderstorms:yea, i like rain allot
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[ series 6 - the future ]
Age your plan to be married:sometime around 25
Number and names of children:2 children, Cameron and Brett
Where will you be at age 20:college and in ny =D
Dream wedding:on the beach in bora bora but its too far so ill settle for mexico or aruba lol
How do you want to die:in my sleep or very fast so i dont feel it
Dream job:no idea yet
Country you'd like to visit:Asia or Africa
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[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
Best eye color:i love gray or really dark
Best hair color:dark brown or light brown
Short or long hair:medium
Best height:around 6' give or take
Best weight:i dunno what a good weight for guys is lol but i guess 170 or something
Best clothes:anything i guess as long as its not like a shirt down to their knees or pants also down to their butt lol
Best first date location:movies? or just chillen around the house
Best first kiss location:o man on the beach deff
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 8 - other ]
Last time you slept with a stuffed animal:well i always sleep with my dog..and i got this stuffed animal from wildwood that i sorta just have on my bed lol
Rings before you answer the phone:whenever i get to it but 2 is the average
What's on your mousepad:i dont have a mousepad..its a labtop
How many houses you've lived in:5 houses
How many schools you've gone to:7 schools
Bedroom carpet color:brownish
Shave your head for $5,000?:no way..maybe for a couple million so i can buy a nice wig
Stranded on a desert island. Take three things. No people:cell phone, towel, and a good book or cd player
Best time of your life so far:idk lol allot

Series 1-8 brought to you by BZOINK!

hold my hand

[14 Jul 2004|02:07pm]

somebody told me u had a boyfriend that looked like a girlfriend..everything goes in a place like this.. )

2 ripped my fucking heart out hold my hand

[12 Jul 2004|06:54pm]
Golden Girls by far is the best show ever.

HAHA

anyone want a cheesecake?

1 ripped my fucking heart out hold my hand

[11 Jul 2004|02:33am]

wow..a long, boring, pointless, entry! ENJOY )

1 ripped my fucking heart out hold my hand

[10 Jul 2004|10:54am]

wow, let me just say..MY PARENTS ARE FRIKEN AWSOUME! )

well now my dads going to get everyone starbucks lol woop and i think were going to NY today..anyone wanna come?

3 ripped my fucking heart out hold my hand

who likes the new layout.....?? [08 Jul 2004|01:36pm]
since i didn't really update yesterday cause i was out of it, i'll update now. where to begin lol.. well lauryn chrissy and melissa and me all made plans to go to kristen's house. we got there, drank alot, then went for a walk. then dan jared joe kyle n von came. it was fun lol.

"nooo i cant pee in the bush! then i'll have a wet vagina"

hah. well a little while later kristen's dad came out and i guess he was a little pissed off and he told her we needed to come back. then chrissy lauryn and melissa decided to leave at like 1030 with dan and i really didn't want to go back to kristens because her parents were soooo mad so jared drove me home.

this is so wierd, i have random cuts on my hand lol oh well

passions is on now! woop

2 ripped my fucking heart out hold my hand

uhh... [07 Jul 2004|11:08pm]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | footloose ]

fun night...6 WAS my lucky number but now its 8(?) for a different reason lol

candy liquor <333

1 ripped my fucking heart out hold my hand

[07 Jul 2004|02:52pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | i just died in your arms tonight - Foreigner ]

star the things youve never done ....

I never kissed anyone
I have never been dumped *
I never shoplifted
I have never been fired *
I've never been in a fist fight *
I never had a threesome *
I never snuck out of my parents house
I've never been arrested *
I've never made out with a stranger
I never stole something from my job *
I never went on a blind date *
I've never been to Europe
I never lied to a friend
I never had a crush on a teacher *
I never skipped school
I never slept with a co worker *
I never purposely set a part of myself on fire
I have never eaten sushi
I have never been snowboarding
I have never seen Star Wars
I never had sex with a friend *
I never saw Titanic
I never almost died *

stolen from ryan =]

5 ripped my fucking heart out hold my hand

[06 Jul 2004|02:42pm]
ok so whose 4th of july weekend rocked? mine!! it was very entertaining =D i went to my grandparents house for the whole weekend with my sister while my parents went away with their alcoholic friends ( hah hah )

so while i was at my grandparents, their old russian friends came over. they all got drunk, turned on old russian music and DANCED! o man this was quite a site. i took a video thing of it but if i posted it i bet everyone would piss their pants, and i wouldnt want anyone to do that...........

my grandpa got me this book called "Kill 2 Birds and Get Stoned" hah its such a good book. all about this druggie and his road to recovery and shit. lol i dont think my grandpa knew that

anyway..preakness for me tonite! woop whose being gay lol oh well ive been bored and i need to get out

bye

5 ripped my fucking heart out hold my hand

[02 Jul 2004|04:09pm]

my hair looks kinda kewl .. lol

my sister thinks shes kewl with her pose..haha

um, so does my fat dog ....

hannah in her bathroom..she made me promise i wouldnt post the others lol

i cudnt figure out how to put them under one of those links..help?

1 ripped my fucking heart out hold my hand

[01 Jul 2004|02:39pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Lonesome - i'm already there ]

spiderman2 is officially the greatest movie ever! im totally in love with it ah and toby is sucha cutie .. :] heh

yesterday i sat around till like 2 doing absolutely nothing. then jackie decided to come over..we had a great time moussing our hair haha

then we went on our "date" to see spiderman 2 and let me tell u it was such a good movie that i fought the urge i had to pee. haha

then we walked home and jackie left. my mom ordered pizza and i stayed up till like 3 watching movies with my dad. oh wut fun

today i found a hugeass pile of magazines - all different types - and i decided to read them all because fuckin wimbeldon is on instead of my beloved rex & fox [ days of our lives and passions ]

now my dogs laying on top of my labtop , snoring away, while im trying to type. hah this is pretty hard.

oh and my computers has ALLOT of paint blotches on it from when i went crazy and threw paint around..eghh

i hate how mtv and vh1 have all these programs where they criticize celebrities just because their jealous. its so obvious that they are. i mean they have no life and just say shit. much like wayne.

lol

3 ripped my fucking heart out hold my hand

[30 Jun 2004|12:41pm]
ok so yesterday i went to the mall. i got this shirt that squeezes my boobs together and i cant breathe. hah but its a pretty shirt. i met the lady my moms doing her wedding makeup and bridesmaid makeup and wow i feel bad for my mom lol this lady is hideous. i don't know how my mom can make her makeup look good. her eyes are humungo and she has no lips and one side of her forehead is bigger then the other. lol. tonight i think im seeing spiderman2 with jackie woo im excited cause i reli wana c this movie. ah tobys so cute.

anyway this week has been really lazy. lol ive been laying around my house watching tv and i did the firm like 6 times and yeh its awsome.

6 ripped my fucking heart out hold my hand

[27 Jun 2004|02:37pm]

ok, so i havn't updated in a while

summers been pretty fun so far! last week i went to wildwood with hannah my dad and my sister. lemme tell ya..it was fun lol. we went on monday and came back thursday because my dad decided he would go to an auction on friday. oh well. on monday when we got there me and hannah just walked on the beach, swam, and chillaxed. then tuesday we swam at the beach..tanned..more like i burnt cause i had no sun screen on lol now my chest is peeling like crazy. we went to the boardwalk..won shit went on rides..met ppl..twas fun. then wednesday we basically did the same thing lol except i went on this submarine ride thing and shot guns and this cute guy taught me and we talked..and stuff lol then my dum dad decided it was time to go home..so me and hannah went and just snuck out and john (the cute guy) came and picked us up and this other guy and we went to his place and yeh.. then in the mornin me n hannah came bak n we just told my dad we wer swimming at the beach lol..he beleived us! haha wuta dumass..newaii i doubt im ever gunna see this kid again but it was all worth it =)

i cannot wait till spiderman2 comes out..im sucha loser lol i love that movie

i saw equilibrium or however u spell it today in the morning and it was an amazing movie that never got enough credit. yep

tonight im probly guna hang out wit chrissy? lol idk she told me i am.

peace..1

hah i always wanted to do that

hold my hand

[15 Jun 2004|01:30pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | broken - seether and amy lee ]

cause i'm broken when im lonesome. i dont feel right when youre gone away..and your away )

past few days have been really good. i havnt been in a bad mood in a while. i guess ijust gave up on finding a guy to actually have a relationship with instead of the old motto as nicole says "suck him then dump him" hah. and now im happy with the way things are. eventually stuff will work itself out but i dont feel like wasting energy being upset..SUMMER 1 DAY!

yesterday michelle came over after school and we hung out..then we went to preakness n jus walked around..talked ta lauryn n ppl then saw jerica with ammie helen n tiffany. we went to footlocker and i got one of those backpacks then we came back to my house n just hung out. they left and me n michelle jus wached tv and shit. then went tannin and my butt burnt! urgh it hurts so bad when i sit down.

today had lunch for 2 hours and my geometry final. lunch was funny cause of the whole holly thing lol and we took so many pictures gah i wish i took my camer! then hung out after school with some people and alyssa's sister drove me home =] thx lol. then i go thome and i couldnt get inside!! my mom left the chain on the front door and uhh yeah i was so scaered i was gunna hafta stay outside till 3 lol cause i hate being bored and uncomfertable but then i called my dad and he told me to kick the door! so i did! and the chain broke after about a gazillion kicks lol my dog like squished her head cause she kept trying to come outside thru the little whole that the chain lets in and uhh yeah it was entertaining lol

fuck tomorow i have my intro to business final and i dont know a n y t h i n g

hold my hand

[13 Jun 2004|11:21pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Eva Cassidy - time after time (acoustic) ]

when u feel that way about someone and they feel that way about you and then its over and they dont feel that way ne more..its amost like ur more alone then u were before u met them

uhh

wow..

hold my hand

[12 Jun 2004|02:45pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | kanye west - jesus walks ]

finals suck, they really do. whatever though because only 3 more days of school!! w00t w00t

friday was fun. after school went to danas house wit michelle. ate and talked..blahh lol then monica came and we went for a walk..lol tried stalking some guys but then went to shannons house instead..then alyssa came over and we went to izumi AWSOMENESS..yeah. then went bac ta danas house and watched my bosses daughter lol and ate some cake lol

today i woke up at fuckin 9 WTF?!?! i wanted to sleep man, stupid taking pride of his homemade breakfest dad, made me eat some more!

then i cleaned my room and i just finished the leftovers eek wow i miss not eating for days straight lol jp thnk god i stopped that

i think today im going to my gramparents house UGH they always make me sleep over it makes me so mad w.e

cnt wait till the 21st! going ta wildwood=]

hold my hand

[10 Jun 2004|05:59pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | "thank you for being my friend....." ]

hmmph..

half day of school consisted of interior decorating and english finals. english made my hand hurt like a mother!

then after school went to maggie moos wit dana and michelle and then back to danas house. we all decided to take a big walk around her "neighborhood" wow it took us like forever lol and our feet hurt ALOT! and then it kinda started raining.

came home at like 4 and walked the dog..met some people in brittany chase that are russian lol they asked me to babysit there kids which are so cute! gah i cant wait

now im waiting for pizza =]

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